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Monday, May 23, 2011

OIO O.O

i was facing emotionally breakdown. i'm not kinda cengeng person. but this breakdown really bring me until i cried. nothing really happened. i walked, i saw. i sit, i watched. i talked, i listened. i can see how a couple loves each other. how they care. how they discussed. how they planned. how they were still hold together for better or worst.

maybe, i'm now in the nervous phase, but i feel scared. hell scared. to face all the changes.

he asked me to do some changes after marriage, the good one. seriously good, i know. and suddenly, i feel i dunno how i'm gonna do it. sincerely. will i? can i?

this is really not a big one. but, what's else coming up later? one thing for sure, a lot of changes are coming. 2 strangers becoming as one. different ways of history, different ways of background, different ways of characters, different of everything.

for 20-30years, you are used to one way of lifestyle, n suddenly, you need to tolerate and maybe do changes for both good.

semoga kami tabah dan berjaya mengharungi perjalanan yang panjang ini bersama dalam keredhaan Allah. aminn~




9 comments:

the girl next door said...

Dear,

h0pe smua b`jalan lancar
=]

♥ balkidz_hunny ♥ said...

Aku doakan semuga sume berjalan lancar mekk!

Enjoy every single moment left! :)
Congrets in advanced!

yUmIe said...

don't be panic!Insyaallah semuanya akan ok as what u have planned.jgn riso sgt weh.nt effect keserian di wajah ko.hehe:D
Gd luck beb!and congrats..

e k i n ♥ y u s r i said...

good luck

Amalina said...

treasure every single bits budak kecik!..nanti bile dah lepas seminggu kawen..sure ko rindu semua ni..heheh =)

dunt worry to much..everything will be great, insya-Allah..do remember..anything yg berlaku, bertukar or terjadi, adalah kehendak Allah..bukan salah ko, or family ko, or future hubby ko or family in laws

hazlynda kushairi said...

Aku setuju dengan Amalina. Enjoy every moment u have, nanti kau terbawa dalam mimpi HAHA ;P

Sekejap ja masa berlalu. Dulu ada 10 bulan sekarang 10 hari. Banyakkan selawat.

Aku doa majlis kau berjalan dengan lancar. Amin.

Miss Sunshine said...

hmm.. tertarik dengan ayat ni...
"he asked me to do some changes after marriage, the good one."

bukan mudah untuk kita berubah padahal benda tu macam dah sebati dalam diri kita kan...
Kalau permintaan die tu tak melanggar hukum agama, buat lah secara berperingkat... Mungkin mula2 ni, buat sebab die suruh (kurang ikhlas) tapi, bila kita dah istiqamah dan konsisten.. lama2 keihlasan tu akan timbul...

Takpe, cube slow2.. jangan drastik sangat.. Die pun mesti faham kan.. ^_^

Moose said...

enjoy the last moment bebeh. insya Allah, a blessed marriage will lead you into a better person. walaupun tak sepenuhnya, sekurang-kurangnya a part of us is heading towards a better person.

aku doakan yang terbaik untuk ko & sorry couldn't attend your wedding.

sikecil said...

makaseh!! i need those words. aku jd bengong dan blur di saat2 camni. dan those words helped alot.