OIO O.O

i was facing emotionally breakdown. i'm not kinda cengeng person. but this breakdown really bring me until i cried. nothing really happened. i walked, i saw. i sit, i watched. i talked, i listened. i can see how a couple loves each other. how they care. how they discussed. how they planned. how they were still hold together for better or worst.

maybe, i'm now in the nervous phase, but i feel scared. hell scared. to face all the changes.

he asked me to do some changes after marriage, the good one. seriously good, i know. and suddenly, i feel i dunno how i'm gonna do it. sincerely. will i? can i?

this is really not a big one. but, what's else coming up later? one thing for sure, a lot of changes are coming. 2 strangers becoming as one. different ways of history, different ways of background, different ways of characters, different of everything.

for 20-30years, you are used to one way of lifestyle, n suddenly, you need to tolerate and maybe do changes for both good.

semoga kami tabah dan berjaya mengharungi perjalanan yang panjang ini bersama dalam keredhaan Allah. aminn~